2020 so far

How's everyone doing these days? How is everyone coping with the year 2020 so far?

I have to say, 2020 started with a bad news and it hasn't gotten any better for the world. Worst thoughts came to mind, "is the world really ending?" I'm not sure, but it feels like it. BUT! I hope it's not!!!

So world problem aside, what's going on with my life?

Well~ You see, it's been over a year since I graduated my Bachelors' Degree. I had a lot of plans sorted in my head but, did it go well? Honestly, no~ I've been unemployed for quite so long that people might start judging me for  being lazy, relying too much on my parents or some sort. Do I care about what people think or say? In fact, I do~ I really do. Everywhere I go, it feels like all eyes are on me, which is annoying sometimes. I tried to find a part-time job and whatsoever, but with no transport and everything, it's hard. 

What exactly do I have planned for my future, you ask?

I've been planning to continue my studies abroad in Korea for Masters' Degree since before I graduated. Yes! That's right! Do I have what it takes to do so? Umm, maybe not, but I'm trying hard. I've applied to a University and got rejected due to my low GPA. Then I tried to look into more universities that I could apply to, inquired about whether or not they will accept students with low GPA and tried to figure out other ways I could do to make my dreams to study abroad come true. On July, I've sent in another application to one of the University in Seoul Korea which hopefully will give me a good news this October. I tried to not put a high hope into this, considering the university being one of the top university out there. What course did I apply to? I applied for Food and Nutrition course since I wanted to become a Nutrition or Dietitian and work at the hospital. Please pray for me~~

What am I doing as of right now?

As my sister and her husband started working, I've been helping them by babysitting my 4 months old nephew along with my dad. At the same time, I'm trying my best to learn to drive "manual" car and I'm on my 8th hours now~ Maybe 2 more hours before I took on the test! So for now~ Praying for the best! I hope I'll finally gain confidence in doing it!

Well... That's about it for now~
Till then, See you~

Love,

Eyah

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