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PACKING AND LEAVING

"How do I start packing?" "When should I start packing?" "Do I need this? Do I need that?" "Am I even ready for this?" "Do I have enough money?" "Do I have the courage to do this all by myself?" The amount of questions I keep asking myself the past days, as the D-Day , I don't know what it is, I feel rather anxious than I am excited. Where am I going you ask? Yes, after years, I'm finally going back to Korea! To do what? Yes, you got it right! To study! How's the preparation going to ask me? Well, you see, I'm not if my preparation is complete or not. Do I have enough supply of everything that I need but as the day is coming, it feels like I'm no longer excited for anything. Anyways, so due to this New Norm, they need every travelers to get a Covid-19 Test within 72 hours before the flight, which I would have to take the test tomorrow, am I ready? No, I definitely am not ready. But then, ready or not, I sti...

New Journey of 2021

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 As the year 2020 passed, realising that I had done nothing productive nor did I gain anything at all. I've decided to try to be a better person in this new year of 2021. Honestly, with this whole pandemic going on all over the world, there's not much thing I can do, neither do the rest of the people in this planet. But hey, it's a new year, so new resolution, new challenge, new beginning of everything.  So here it goes, in the year 2021, I've decided to try and be as active as I can on my youtube, which honestly is near to impossible as I'm still a super beginner when it comes to video editing. BUT THAT SHOULD NOT STOP ME from trying to do what I want to do. I was thinking on how and what can I do to be more active on it and then it hit me! why not do something that has to do with what I'm actually good at, which are, I guess, Korean Language. Despite not doing anything during the past year, there's one thing that I believed have improved so much in me, tha...

Obsess Cosmetics Photoshoot

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 Good day people! So, about almost 2 weeks ago, I had a group photo shoot with Obsess Cosmetics Ladies who are under Zurahwarriors. It was rather awkward, since I honestly have never met them before neither am I close with them in the group chat. At first, I got scared to even join the photo shoot session, but like, if not then, I don't think I'll be able to find the right time to actually get to know these people who I'm actually so-called "working with". Other than Beela (who is my Senior Agent for Salsawarriors) who is under Zurah's lead in Zurahwarriors, I only knew Ka Wyra (who is one of the senior agent and also my cousin's wife).  Before I get to the photoshoot story, I gotta tell how hard it was to find an outfit that actually suits the theme (Nude blouse, pastel purple hijab and skirt or trousers that fits the theme). For someone who tends to go out with just a long sleeve T-shirt and jeans, boy that theme was too hard to follow I cried. Thankfull...

2020 so far

How's everyone doing these days? How is everyone coping with the year 2020 so far? I have to say, 2020 started with a bad news and it hasn't gotten any better for the world. Worst thoughts came to mind, "is the world really ending?" I'm not sure, but it feels like it. BUT! I hope it's not!!! So world problem aside, what's going on with my life? Well~ You see, it's been over a year since I graduated my Bachelors' Degree. I had a lot of plans sorted in my head but, did it go well? Honestly, no~ I've been unemployed for quite so long that people might start judging me for  being lazy, relying too much on my parents or some sort. Do I care about what people think or say? In fact, I do~ I really do. Everywhere I go, it feels like all eyes are on me, which is annoying sometimes. I tried to find a part-time job and whatsoever, but with no transport and everything, it's hard.  What exactly do I have planned for my future, you ask? I've been pla...

New Year, New Challenge.

Let us take a break from South Korea talk and get to the present. I will get back to the talk once in a while so it would not bore people, well, more for me. So, I got back to Brunei like a month plus ago and exactly a week after I got back, I had to start doing my internship at the government Hospital. What do I do there, you ask me? As a doctor under training? I wish. I'm actually doing my internship at the Haematology Lab there. Honestly saying, I worried too much about it long before I even started to work. But I guess, I shouldn't worried too much. Well, I mean it made sense that I worried too much considering I end up being the only one among my friends that had to do a project that I actually know nothing about and will have to do a presentation about it in front of the staffs that worked at my department. It scared me to death when I first heard of it. And then I had to do some stuff with the automation stuff, coagulation and whatsoever. Oh and guess what? I actually ...

Summary of the first month spent in Daejeon

So as the title said, I will just simply summarise things that happened, or pretty much how I've been doing so far in this not so far yet still so far country from my home. I honestly think, even though I have only stayed for a month in here so far, a lot of things has happened to me in the past few weeks. I hope it won't be too long since I said that it would just be summary which I honestly don't think will end up as a very summarised one but rather a long kind of Summary which for some people is definitely not a summary LOL. Here I go, So in my last post, I stopped at waiting for the bus in Myeongdong to get to the Airport to pick up the boys from the same University as us (Misah and I) so we could go to Chungnam National University or in short CNU together. The University is located in Daejeon which is approximately 3 hours away from Seoul by bus if I am not mistaken. So when we got to the airport, at about 8+ am, we had a hard time finding where the arrival hall was ...

Starter: The first few days in Korea (Not anymore)

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It was exactly a month and a day ago since I first arrived in Korea. I have planned to write out journals on my trips in here while I am doing my student exchange program which however did not turn out the way I wanted it to be as I kept on forgetting to write anything or even take note of any highlights of the day. However, here I am, after a month and a day long of staying here, here I am, deciding that I should really start writing things out before I start forgetting things that actually happened here, leaving all memories simply as memories which I could never guarantee of it staying forever in my head considering I have a such a goldfish memories. From now, I should start writing out with things that happened the whole month I have been here day by day, or event by event. I definitely hope it will be a binge update. Despite it being only a month since I came, as I kept on emphasizing, a lot of occasions has been happening to me, day by day, it felt like a rainbow-filled life. ...